Dear Love: I am so sorry I attacked you in my sleep the other night, just know that I can handle my own, even in dream world..apparently, lol.
Dear Work: Thank you for being so understanding and patient with this mystery illness of mine, I hope to very soon have it at least an answer to these ailments
Dear Doctors and insurance: I almost feel that you want people to remain sick, why else would it be made so impossible to get the treatment needed? Even with paying for insurance, I am unable to get what is needing to be done for my health..Thanks!
Dear Sweet Babies: We will be together soon, and will have tons of fun this summer!! Mommy love you bunches!!!
Dear Food: Quit being so darn tasty so that I am no longer tempted by your mouth watering flavors and aromas!
Dear Neck and Shoulders: Cut the crap already. I mean is there a reason you insist on seizing up on me? Do you get enjoyment from my pain and agony? Every time you act up, I think back to the movie Return to Oz and so very wish that I could switch heads or more like busts in my case.
Dear Money: Can I please have more of you??
Dear Medical Expenses: While I know it isn't really your fault, I must still stress that you're killing me and my already not so large or even medium budget. However, we must have a discussion with my body as it definitely needs to quit acting up and making us spend! lol
Dear Friday Night: It was supposed to be a fun filled evening with friends, and now it won't be so. I understand the reasons, but it does mean I am not looking forward to you any longer. Possible make-up classes, a poor womans dinner and some movie that has been sitting in our DVR forever...maybe we can splurge on some wine? Yes, no, maybe??
Dear Me: Although things to you may look bleak, and you know what I am discussing, think of the many good things you have in life. This is a must or you will drive yourself mad. We can't always get or have everything we want, and those who want will never be satisfied. This is not a healthy way to live. So remember daily, how far you have come, how much further you will be taken and to cherish all the little things, even if it is very little. Love yourself more and know that you are doing great things in your life. This also speaks of the above letter in regards to tonight missy!!!!
It may be a CRAZY life, but it's OUR life,
